Where's my mind, lost it,might be a good thing
forgot my password.. ever have one of those days? ..
just a little off center.. In a new place to stand... which is standing up for me and what I believe in ... What I believe to be true.. belief in how I feel..
I deserve to be treated wonderfully and approached with respect and honor.. I am an equal to anyone.. We are all the same and deserve to treat each other wonderfully.. .. Not a door mat anymore... Even from my own family.. I have allowed myself to be walked over and belittled verbally all of my life... now that we(family) has grown up in years you would figure we could approach each other with compassion and respect.... doesn't seem to be the case.. Time to teach the others the little sister is not around to be talked down to .. Compassion is what I deserve! if this doesn't vibe with the others.. I don't need to be around it... not good or bad.. just negative action and gestural information, causes negative reactions.. I am moving forward positive, giving compassionate.. my life needs to be nurtured and cared for.. I need to take care of who is involved and who plays a part .. when I was young, unknowingly I played a part in the evolution of my belief. By allowing and believing all the things told to me and even how it was told to me (tonality, direction, understanding)... now it is time to become proactive in changing my past understanding.... the gesture taught to me has changed.. and will remain so from now on... gesture as creation... change the gesture of the mind...draw to me
the gesture of :
good, compassion, respect, understanding, growth, belief, gratefulness, discipline, caring, giving, charity, hope, trust...